
…the witness of your heart pt. 5



On Monday nights I spend three hours at The Worship Room House of Prayer. We pray for encounter, marriages and supernatural healing.
Lately I have been greatly challenged by the Holy Spirit about a necessary change in my life rhythm, if I want to see the prayers I am praying answered. The Lord has been talking to me about a permanent change of a sacrificial life rhythm that will bring the victory I am longing for. I am seeking this change during my time of sabbatical.
God is calling for an “ALL IN SURRENDER TO HIS WAYS”. I have to admit I don’t fully understand this yet. I know it has something to do with prayer….maybe the quality of my prayer more than its duration…. maybe not. I just don’t know. I do think it has to do with the restoration of DAVID’S FALLEN TENT and entering it.

During this sabbatical I am changing up some of my life rhythm and considering how much of it I will carry into my post sabbatical life.



One of the words God has been speaking to me since the beginning of October is “FROM NOW ON…” . Just that…..Only that.
I have been contemplating the word. I know I don’t fully understand it. That said I do feel that this sabbatical is some kind of a crucible.

Sabbatical is usually rest…relaxation…slowing down…even vacation. I felt going in that this sabbatical was about something different. I told the staff it was going to be different. I feel now that I entered this season one way and I am going to leave another way and FROM NOW ON things will be different. Something in me is being burned away and once it is….I will never be the same again.
WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORDS “FROM NOW ON…” WHAT COMES TO YOUR MIND?

It is day 5 of sabbatical.

My rhythm has definitely changed, but I cannot say I have yet done a lot of “resting”. The weekend was given to three big events designed to bring “Word from God” into my heart.
The events certainly did their job. I have lots to contemplate over the next 26 days.
Even before the events began I heard:
FROM NOW ON.

AND TAKE THE JOURNEY THROUGH THE WINTER SEASON.

I ALSO HEARD, IT IS TIME TO PREPARE: A NEW RHYTHM, A NEW ORDER, A NEW ACCOMPLISHMENT, A NEW SIMPLICITY.

On Friday I attended our church’s men’s conference. The word I heard there was…
WHAT YOU SPEAK WILL BE YOUR FUTURE. YOUR CONFESSION BECOMES YOU.

On Saturday morning I attended a community conversation where I heard the word…
A NEW WAY OF LEADING LIES BEFORE YOU.

On Saturday evening I attended TWR’s Prayer conference, where I heard…
THE FALLEN TENT OF DAVID IS RESTORED. ENTER IT. SEE WHAT GOD IS DOING AND JOIN HIM IN IT.

I took Sunday to rest completely and tom begin unpacking these words with God.
Day 2 of Sabbatical.

I forget between sabbaticals what the first days are like. I am not as disciplined as I should be about resting so when I come to vacations (which I seldom take) and sabbaticals (which I take every two years), the first day or so my body just collapses.

This year I have built in a pretty aggressive prayer schedule to the sabbatical. I was at prayer by 6 A.M. yesterday. I had gotten up at 3:30 A.M.
By 10 A.M. I was drawing in weariness

So I went to bed until 1:30 P.M.
I dragged myself out of bed for the afternoon gardening and animal chores.

I barely made it through the chores. I had to take breaks between each dog walk and the chicken coops.
My plan was to go to prayer at TWR House of prayer for three hours. The prayer topics were: Braking down strongholds; prayer for the church; Prayer for TWR House of prayer. I knew by 3 P.M. that was not happening.
I had a light supper and I was in bed by 7 P.M. again. I slept until 3:15 A.M. without stirring.

I prayed in the dawn. I am feeling better today, and that is good. It might be sabbatical, but I have some very important places to be tonight and tomorrow.