J: The Logistics Of Cattywampus

Like my daughter Amanda I enjoy routine and schedule. Like my sister Brenda I enjoy routine and schedule. Here’s the thing all of us enjoy our own routines and our own schedules. That said, God is calling us to a time of blending our routines and schedules together.

I am not exactly sure why God is doing this, but I do know God never does anything without a purpose. He wastes nothing.

Today started at 2:39 a.m. for me. I woke up with a raging sore throat. I went downstairs to the kitchen and gargled with salt water as quietly as I could. Then I went back to my room and began the process of welcoming the day in prayer. This is a deviation from routine for me because normally I would begin my prayer time in the workroom. Now with Brenda sleeping one room away, and Snug being so sensitive to sound at the moment I wanted to keep it as quiet as possible until a decent hour. I have been practicing for the last few weeks starting prayer in my room.

Brenda and I had to be at Pastor Dan’s house for 7:45 a.m. , so by 6 a.m. I was walking and feeding dogs and feeding the cat and cleaning the litter box and going to the store for mom’s morning papers, cigarettes and scratch tickets.

Then it was off to Sturbridge for a prophetic conference and so Brenda could pick up the car she’s renting from the district office for the next month or so.

The conference was super good. Both Pastor Dan and I felt very affirmed in what is happening at Cornerstone Church. I feel like God is teaching me more and more about the gift he placed in me from the beginning.

Brenda meanwhile picked up her car and had to head home to practice her sermon for this weekend in Hyannis.

Pastor Dan and I pulled in to town after the conference around 3 p.m. . I ran home walked the dogs, and crashed for a nap as once again I was feeling a bit under the weather.

When I got up Brenda asked if we could go to the church to print off her sermon and so she could try it out on me. So at 8 p.m. we were at the church practice preaching. Hyannis is in for a treat.

After practice preaching we returned home to walk dogs and feed the cat and to dispense moms medication for the night.

The schedule right now feels a little cattywampus but you know I don’t think I would have it any other way. This is life and it’s life to the full. Sure, in the newness there is a lot to work out. There are some complicated logistics to working the schedule, our schedules together. This is a work in progress but it’s God’s work. It’s fun work. You won’t find me complaining because we get to do all this fantastic stuff of life and ministry together. There aren’t too many families that have such intricate and interesting opportunities.

J: Little Things

They say that the Devil’s in the details. Well I want to say that God is in the details too! Maybe He is even more in love with the details than the Devil is. These last few days have been full of details: Pick up times, coordination of work schedules and household schedules and shopping schedules, execution of ministry of the minute while keeping and eye to future mission and purpose.

I am teaching a class right now entitled “U.R.”. It is all about who we are made to be in light of Galatians 5:22, the fruit of the Spirit. The premise of the class is that as Christians we already possess all the fruit of the Spirit. We possess love, joy, peace, patience, gentleness, kindness, faith meekness and self-control. We have them we just don’t always experience them because we allow the fruit to be blocked by the way we view our circumstances.

This morning as the dogs were beginning their barking for about the 10th hour the Lord reminded me of this. I know that in the course of this next year at the Vicarage we will have many challenging experiences. Between having 5 humans and four animals under a roof in need of much repair, the weight of three burgeoning ministries and Mom’s memory issues, I expect barking dogs will be the least of our worries.

Here’s the thing. We can choose to take the weight of all these challenges and details. We can look at them as our problem to solve alone, or we can choose to take the “heavy burdens” …the details and wait in His presence with them until He shows us what to do about them. When we do that our problems cease being problems and they become opportunities for God to show up. That is what I want this year to be. I want it to be a year of us as a family giving God opportunities to show up!



Because everything at the Vicarage becomes a song I thought I would end this post with this thought.