“I Am No Bird…”

I am no bird and no net ensnares me: I am a free human being with an independent will.” Charlotte Bronte.

Last week I stopped by the local library to see what they had on offer at their used book sale.

I found several books, one of them was THE WISDOM OF ALPACAS. It’s a book of quotes about individuality. I thought the daily quotes would be useful as writing prompts for my blog here at “Notes”.

So here I sit at my dining room table on a cloudy Thursday afternoon, as the Vicarage naps (well at least Sevy and Mom are napping). I have my cup of afternoon Ginger and Yuja tea. I am sitting down to write from this first quote from the book.

Honestly sometimes I feel more like a caged bird than I do a human being with free will. My bars are not made of metal or plastic. My bars made of the flow of life and of the mindset that life is a rushing river that I can do little about.

Lately my prayers have been refocusing me around my own personal responsibility. Life may be a rushing river, but that doesn’t mean there is nothing I can do about the rushing. There are things I can choose to do each day to make my dreams come true in the midst of the rushing.

I can plan for the rushing.

I can say “no” to the rushing especially when it is someone else’s rush.

I can break my dreams down into bite sized pieces and plan to work on them a little everyday.

I find that working my plan around the prayer cycle makes the work easier somehow. I also find that if I do not make prayer the center and springboard of my plan then the plan falls apart. For me I would say prayer is the key to exercising free will in a healthy productive way so I don’t revert to my caged bird form.

WHAT IN YOUR LIFE HELPS YOU TO EXERCISE YOUR FREE WILL?

2 thoughts on ““I Am No Bird…”

  1. Remembering who I am, remembering what matters. Being curious about choices I make. Letting go of “shoulds”. Is a start for me. I was talking with a coach recently (Delmar Davis) and learned something interesting — we are not a single part or identity; we are made up of several parts, each having/wanting a place in our life. He raised a question of identifying those parts and having a conversation with each to learn more about them and how different needs might be reconciled. Good food for thought.

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    • That is very good food for thought Jane! I love the idea of bringing all the separate parts of our lives together to ask questions which help harmonize the parts into a corporate whole. I think this is what the Psalmist would call an “undivided heart”.

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